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Sunday, September 16, 2007


08 September, Saturday

OH i feel so cheated, but happy after all. ((((((((: don thank me anymore Black, i ought to thank yo i guess.
YES. I'm NOT fond of Luo Zhi Xiang at all. and I never imagined i'll ever one day appear to want his signature at his event. and today i'm today it! Oh shit i feel so, uhh, off? i dont know what i sthe best word to use. moreover, i'll never do such things to any idol. i dont idolise anybody. ahhahhaha. im unfriendly. but for Hong wei's sake i was there. well, since i agreed ( though unknowing to the actual situation when i said okie) i would just go with him. i know he totally loves SHOW a lot. so long he's happy. I SAID I'M A GOOD FRIEND ((((((((((((((((((((((((((:

well, so now i have the autographed album by SHOW and i seriously dont know what to do with it. i'll sell it to you if any of you can offer a good price. (((((((((((((((:

Off stage, Hong wei wouldnt know, when he is all filled with emotions, jumping with joy and eyes filled with tears of happiness, a lot of thought are going through in my mind. He wouldn't know, he made me so happy too to see him this overjoyed. i can see his eyes turned red, tears oozed and blurred his eyes, no. he didn't cry, the tears didnt fall. But they were there. and its enough to show me his emotions. (: i can see how he would have hug a person in front of him and jump around. but he couldn't hug me. I don' know but i feel so happy seeing him later that. affectious huh i guess, made me happy too. because i came along with him an he got to see Luo Zhi Xiang, shoke his hand, and got his signature. even talked to him. he would not have turn up if i hadnt say i'll go, because he didnt want to go alone.

Hong wei : ' eh thanks you leh, really. if you were my gf, i would've have hug you, and for real long.'
bren: ' go ahead then if you want. im okie. i konw you are really filled with joy. '

(((((((((((: i just want to smile for a long time. its just that simple; to make someone happy and make yourself happy. its for the minute, for the hour, the whole day and a memory of the whole life. when i see him like like this just now, i was standing less than a cm away beside him, and less than 5cm in front of him. i can see and feel all his emotions. i know he's happy, and he made me feel so too, and i've already forgotten i was really tired today, or i don like Luo Zhi Xiang. At least i've changed his day. (:

i so love a friend like that. am really happy.

This is the freaky crowd over there, not that mny though compare to other events of his. for a firsttimer like me, its freaky enough. ha.


and so, i made hong wei take a shot with the CD. he insisted he don't wnat his face to be seen. so alright, so it shall be with the STAGE tee ( same as zhi xiang's)
HE IS A STALKER.
Previously he was complaining ow small is zhixiang's picture on the entire album, i couldn't get him since i hadn't got hold of the Cd yet. and viola. its really a good tiny whiny little picture at the bottom right hand corner. stare till the cow comes home, its not going toget any bigger. HAHAHA.

Hong wei is so excited and engrossed in zhi xiang; busy taking photo of him, totally ignorance to my existence, and there i am. staring into space bymyself. ((((((((((: i was wnjoying his happiness. Its relaly interesting to see him in teh overoye state. best laugh of the day man.


i tried to camwhore with the album after i got home. there you go. ((:
enjoyable day, all n all.

ehhh. im thinking if i can just copy and paste everything to hong wei's blog. i lazy type la. i'm still in sort of hong wei's pcture of zhixiang. that ass hasn't sent me.




HONG WEI YOUR STUPID BLOG WHY CANNOT PUT PICTURES. WHER EALL MY PICTURES GOOOOO. lol

i've tried my best to let go of you. but i don't want to.4:05 PM





Thursday, August 09, 2007


HELLO SINGAPORE!HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!

err, actually i ant that patriotic at all. its bren. please look at her. all geared up for this national day and far too enthusiastic about it. ha. anyway eahness, we gonna go catch the celebration and the fireworks later.hip hip hurray! (:

danny was being real comical to think we are going to Rach's family hotel room and squeeze to catch the fireworks HA. good one danny. we love you for that.

and bren and bannaaa. seems to be having some probs. bren being inherblood particular about attires and dressing and bannaa being that sloppy. and additionally bren hasnt been in her bets of mood recently due to something idonknowwhatandshedontwanttosay. shes's still okie rght now online as we talked but she says she cant be assure everything will e fid later esp when she sees bannaa. maybe something gonna strikes again.
bren : woman's intuition are very accurate sometimes. -evilgrin-

she's evil.HAHAHHAH.

i've tried my best to let go of you. but i don't want to.1:53 PM





Monday, August 06, 2007


HOO! bren disallow me to use BOO saying thats hers. boredbren bored bored. i wonder if ever anybody reads my blog.
bren: i don think anybody will.
okie thanks. LOL.

National day coming. GOt go out not?

+ вŁıикıи says:
boooooooooo!
+ вŁıикıи says:
national day go where?
pi pi pa pi poo DC QUEEN says:
hahahahah.
pi pi pa pi poo DC QUEEN says:
i want go watch the parade and teh fire works.
pi pi pa pi poo DC QUEEN says:
kelvin got work morning shift so evening i go fetch him first
pi pi pa pi poo DC QUEEN says:
i dono youall leh
pi pi pa pi poo DC QUEEN says:
liek nv meet
+ вŁıикıи says:
wa
+ вŁıикıи says:
dont make me at home
+ вŁıикıи says:
see computer
+ вŁıикıи says:
T.T
pi pi pa pi poo DC QUEEN says:
hahhahha
pi pi pa pi poo DC QUEEN says:
come out lo. you can meet us. i dono at te rest. kelvin he also dono how. its liek fri some still got sch he scred.
+ вŁıикıи says:
friday dont care

i've tried my best to let go of you. but i don't want to.11:32 PM





Tuesday, July 17, 2007


感觉不到从前温柔的双眼
感觉得到你已不再眷恋.
无奈的笑脸, 试图让我知道,
得了矢忆可能对你我都好.
感觉不到说是为了我改变,
感觉得到沉默滑过我左脸.
我不知道, 或许我会得到,
一句还是朋友, 这是借口还是尽头. -bren again.


saturday i seen her again. with QUEENS and everybody. the ladies met themselve sin the noon. we ar enot supposed to be around. it was a last minute thing that we drop by when she's still around. our conversation was a last min decision too i knoe everybody care. thanks.
friday night i talked to bren.
me: you very easy to talk.like jeremy.LOl.
and last night again, i talked to her. convincing lady.

i'm lettng her go. (:

'香烟爱上火材就注定被伤害
不要轻易说爱, 许下的承诺就是欠下的债
老鼠对猫说我爱你, 猫说你走开
老鼠流着泪走开,谁也没看见老鼠走后猫也掉了泪
其实有一种爱 叫放弃' -bren

i've tried my best to let go of you. but i don't want to.12:49 AM





Monday, July 16, 2007


I know it was so long since i blog. so it's like so many things to say. additonally of all my out-of-the-blue-random thoughts and nonsense. it gonna never end. thus i decided to break them out into couple of different posts. so i guess for these few. it gonna just be continuous and random. hahahha.

forgotten which, one of those days we (QUEENS) met for steamboats. some bugger said meet early so that we can leave early. and in the end. it was so early, even after the few of us to come late. its still too early to start the eating! lol. and we were at marina bay.we met there. not like in some kinda town area where we can actually dosome thing first. ahaah. bunch of buggers were we that noon. thus we end up in arcade again.
poor girls. HA. i aint that much into arcade games like the rest do, but its worse for the ladies. everytime the QUEENS decide to cash arcade, the ladies totally fade, wither and die. ha. sound wrong but its so and absolutely true. try asking eileen and bren. anyway, i was with My Rapunzel, indulging in our own world. the rest of the guys had maximum tune. bren and rac went to play themselves, going all over the place. lol. then they came to puzzle bubble with us.
afetr danny and eileen joined we moved on for dinner. as usual. full of rubbish and nonsense. but the whole period was just eatin and crapping. then bren and bana quarrel over smoking. oppppppppps. they don give face de hor. angry means angry can qaurrel infront of everybody de. dono laugh or cry. LOL. hahahahahhahha. and oh yer. i think bana's action very funny. i was just tellng bren about it the other night. hahhaa. its like when we are eating, he was trying to flip the meat, an dhis lips will start moving as he flips. ahahhahahahaha. why so funny. dono leh. but it really poke my laughing accupoint right there. bren was like, ' is he singing or sth?' nah. he wasnt. just flapping or mving his lips.like a synchronised movement with the burning meat. hAHHAHAHHAHAHA.
after that had a little of pool and billard. the girls are bored to themselves again. initially they sat tgt to indulge in little small talkes. must be gossiping about us la.LOL. then they split to their respectives boyfriends. im with bana. so bren and My Rapunzel was together beside the table. they seems to clique well and talked alot.

i think that was the last time QUEENS see me with My Rapunzel.


after that steamboat they said to meet 2 weeks later. said go clubbing or sth. in the end. we ended up walking the whole town just to find a slot for transformer.from orchard cini to shaw to PS to the cathay. nowhere has a slot of us. it wa sall fully bookes. all the theatres. lOL.
I DONT BELIEVE IT MAN. and the best part is we walked all the way. so it seems like we spent the whole day walking around. hahahhah. and so in the end. we end up in mind's cafe again. played murderer again. told you. we loved that. ahahahha. though that time rd we tried other games too. after that we went clarke quay for some drinks.bana suggested for some shi sha. agreed and so we tried. crashed marakesh. bren and eileen remained pretty much skeptical about shi sha.but tried after strongdemand from the floor. LOL. they were so noob to it. danny bana ql and ceya were trying so hard to explain.
den bren got he first choke, and den after some effort, eileen too. and they gave up every. it was a pretty interesting issue though.
i think this sentence sound a little funny and off and makes me want to laugh. ahahahahahahhah. okie sorry. LOL.
i think it was because we really got nothing to do that day, so it seems like so too early even after the clasrke quay trip. so the QUEENS, being as stubborn and errr, adventurous, they decided to try the ciema again. pretty stupid though, lol, we've checked the seats just now. anyway we ended lastly in shaw and had die hard 4.0 instead.
well, not bad. actions.

this is the night My Rapunzal took the swift and turn away. she din join us today.

'when you're gone, the pieces of my heart are missing you.
when you're gone, the face i came to know is missing too.
and when you're gone, the word i need to hear to always get me through the day
and make it okie
i miss you' -bren

i've tried my best to let go of you. but i don't want to.10:38 PM






BOO people. BOO. guess its damn long ago back i ever entertain this blog; i cant log in, and chiang, half an hour or more passed just to figure my way out here.
clap please clap. LOL.
seems like should be here to recap what went on for this past 7 or 8 months, but apparently, i don think i will ever do so. HEH. =x beg me, i may consider.ahhaahhah. alright, it gonna take some reminiscing. let say this will gonna be random and a little messy, since i'll just talk about any and everything that surface on my mind.

erm, first an foremost, these days while i'm gone, i was attached (: lets call her My Rapunzel. ho ho ho.

my birthday. DAMN-IT GREAT, ha. daddy gave me like this few hundred buck to spend. oh money money. $ka-ching$ hahahah.
basically, it broke into two days. first i went went my current mates. followed by the queensway gang, LOL. its supose to sound funny so laugh. BAH. >.< girlfriends are all presents too so it was like, this BEEEEEEEEEEEEG group of jokers and joker-wanna-bes. we had movie in The Cathay first to start the day. My Rapunzel was late, as usual. nah, kidding. that was such a beautiful kiss upon her arrival. anw, thats not the main point luh. ha. the QUEENS bought me this very gorgeous hoody by STUSSY. oww man. thanks buddies.
starbucks by The Cathay before the show and while waiting for eileen. As always, i had some chocolatey drink. jere was skeptical abt its availability, but i insisted these is. ah yer tada. THERE IS. LOL. Blade of Glory was more than just hilarious. its over-the-board entertaining luh. good good.(: after that was dinner in Fish and Co opposite the street. and go ddamn hell you know what, my QUEENS had actually planned me a surprise! the ordered my favourite chocolatey cake from bakerzin. and alot of birthday surprises from the crews too. i rmb gotta wear this colourful clown cap thing and stand on the chair for my birthday song! ha. so embarrassing but, buti really appreciated all the efforts. then followed by all the nonsensical photo shots with my QUEENS and the rest. kiss shots with bana and the rest. AND of course with My Rapunzel. -BEAM BEAM BEAM (:
brenda was disturbing me through out to keep telling me i'm too dark. ho ho ho. she's another entertaining bitch. ha. i meant this in a enjoyable friendly way. LOL. IM A NICE GUY OKIE. BOO.
after that we went mind's cafe. dman stupd la. the things we do. hahah. to think we go all the way there, and played murderer with normal poker cards. HAHHAHA. laugh please laugh. loL. but its fun la. so many joke that surfaces along the way. like brenda and qinglong. they are both totally idiot with each othre. totally cannot coordinate. LOL. and kuku like some who cannot differentiate blink and wink. or thinking they are killed when they arent. HA. worse still. kuku papaya and that miss bren dono how to kill as a thief and catch as a police. dono how bana talk to her de. kuku
HHHHAHHHAHAHAHHHAHAHA.
but after that it really become a gome that we all enjoy. ((:

it was quite bad i don keep the pictures anymore.i cant actually upload them here to let you see.but the rest, as we go along, if i still have them. i'll always put it u huh. =x

the QUEENS like to meet up like every 2 weeks. so far it seems so. well, sometimes maybe 3. its good too actually, since e always up up very out very late and we spent a lot. especially us guys with girlfriend can! LOL. not trying to say our girls spending our money of trying to be childish about it. but we really need time to replenish our budget. worse still for long distance couple. thinking about it, seems like among all 5 of us with girlfriend, only Danny and Eileen enjoy the ease or living near, and carry no worries about being too far apart or late night trips. lets look.
* Danny in redhill, Eileen in bona vista. NO DREADFUL DISTANCE AT ALL PLEASE. ha. you can always argue its still some way apart; not in the same area after all. but please consider the rest of us,
* Me and My Rapunzel. I'm in the down south in bukit Purmei. ( a block away from bana) MyRapunzel is in Sengkang. isnt this bad. lol. okie lets say its aint so bad to travel. since i can take a one st ride to outrum from tiong bahru and change to NEL and down straight to sengkang, and forgetting abt my bus ride to tiong bahru and so forth.
*Qinglong and Rachel. he is al th eway down south in harbour front ( Telok Blangah) and Rac is all the way east in Simei. COOL baby. ahahah. he needs to come tiong bahru and takethe green line to simei. lol. pretty bad d.
*Weijie and Yikit. weijie in Hougang. Yikit in CCK. LOL. good job honey. happy traveling.
lastly, * bana and bren. bana is next block to me. down south in Bukit Purmei. bren in woodlands! admiralty
his journey to bren house is one hour for the fastest and shortest if he rush. for a comfort zone, lets say an hour 15? or half? hahahahhah. love you boy.
so look. do you now think DAnny and Eileen are the most enjoyable couple? hhahahaha.

now. cab fare. imagine we go out late. from (usually town) where we are to where girlfriends are and back home. cab with midnight charge. we are really burning out man. no joke brother. HA.
anyway. i forgotten why i talked about this. randomness. yeahness.

i've tried my best to let go of you. but i don't want to.4:09 PM





Monday, January 01, 2007


Happy New Year =).
Bless all.
Blog on New Year's Eve tomorrow. Lol.

Kay. I was bored. But I think this is funny. Haha.



My name is Calvin.
And I'm a Soundaholic.
At first,
No one know I had this condition.
It was my own little.
Secret.
Sometimes,
I hear sound that dogs cant even hear.
Im addicted to bass.
And treble.
Mid tones are nice too.
I went to lot of doctors.
Then i discover there are others out there just like me.
I live sound,
Every detail.
All i need is my Sony Mp3 Walkman.
And my ears.

i've tried my best to let go of you. but i don't want to.3:36 AM





Saturday, December 30, 2006


Deathnote2. Finally. Haha.
Was with sw zh and lun.
Just crapping around.
Window shopping. Nothing much. Lol.
Took neoprints!
Ahh. My thrid time. Still feeling virgin. Haha!
Oh btw. Deathnote2 is super long.
Kinda draggy. But still nice.
Light took a long time to die.
L die in a very cool way. Lol.
The rest watch it urself. =)

Ok. Neoprints.
Some girls are laughing at us when we were cutting the photos. =(.
Lun scanner sux. Thats why the quality of the pics sux too. Haha.
Joking la loser.

Okay. Hope they wont hurt ur eyes. Haha.

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